Tag Archives: romance

Pet Purpose – chpt 6 Bonfire – part 3 – bipolar mania

Xanthe Wyse is proof-reading her novel Pet Purpose, a novel about how love hurts with bipolar disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Mature themes. Read out in approx 10-15 minute sections. Song mentioned: In these Arms (Bon Jovi) Source: Youtube

Safety with dating. Emotional and physical safety. Bipolar, PTSD.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. I recorded a video earlier today showing some of my pre-date thoughts with anxiety and avoidance. This is some of my post-date thoughts. With respects to safety. I tend to attract and be attracted to polar extremes of either emotionally… Read More »

Anxiety, avoidance before first date. Bipolar, PTSD, social anxiety.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar disorder (type 1), post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. Just recording some thoughts before going on a first date. I rarely go on dates as I don’t really feel safe to. Emotionally, physically etc. Fidgety and scattered managing my anxiety. Trying not to have any expectations. Open… Read More »

How to Deal with a DOUBTING JEALOUS PARTNER?

Shwetabh Gangwar, author of the Rudest book ever, talks about a problem in which the person is saying that their partner doubts them all the time. Shwetabh explains the reasoning behind their behavior and a possible explanation of why they might do so. He talks about commitment issues, trust issues, abandonment related issues that may… Read More »

Music to process grief. Sad, low mood with bipolar, trauma, PTSD.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder & post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). My mood crashed last night after being hypomanic tending towards mania at times all week (captured some on recent videos). Been sad and tearful but I have been processing more grief that I have been extremely avoidant about.… Read More »

Mood crash bipolar, PTSD. Processing sadness.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder (type 1) and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Childhood presentation of PTSD with mainly avoidance and shutdowns. Including avoiding and shutting down intense emotions. I have been in an elevated mood (hypomania & sometimes touching on mania) this past week, some of which I… Read More »