Tag Archives: rejection

Social anxiety, performance, expectations, sexuality, bipolar

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. While talking in this video, I am applying a clear isolation coat to protect the painting, Flossie Fluff which I demonstrated while processing in most recent videos. Also symbolic for being transparent. None of my videos are rehearsed –… Read More »

Mood crash bipolar, PTSD. Processing sadness.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder (type 1) and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Childhood presentation of PTSD with mainly avoidance and shutdowns. Including avoiding and shutting down intense emotions. I have been in an elevated mood (hypomania & sometimes touching on mania) this past week, some of which I… Read More »