Tag Archives: death

National Center of PTSD – Post Traumatic Stress Disorder – Complex PTSD

Post traumatic stress disorder. The church doesn’t know. A spouse can’t comprehend. Family cast “the different” aside. Ignorance isn’t bliss and not everything a person goes through is of the devil. Leaders be enlightened. Inspirational speaker and author Nicholl McGuire brings awareness to a very real disorder that can affect anyone at any age. People… Read More »

Redacted West Melbourne body cam footage of Edwards arrest

Keep me motivated by donating to Viewer discretion is always advised when watching this video or any others videos. I do not take any responsibility to your trauma, psychological and/or mental harm. I do not recommend anyone to attempt, act/reproduce, and/or create hate from what you see in this video or any other videos. ——————–… Read More »

Police Post-Traumatic Stress (HUNGRY BEAST)

Death is a daily reality in some jobs. But it rarely comes without cost to those who tidy it up. This is a story about the silent epidemic destroying the careers of hundreds of Australian police every year: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. Produced by Ali Russell Shot by Ali Russell & Aaron Smith Edited by Andrew… Read More »

Post-traumatic stress disorder *PTSD*

What is Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder? Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, is an anxiety disorder that can develop after exposure to a terrifying event or ordeal in which grave physical harm occurred or was threatened. Traumatic events that may trigger PTSD include violent personal assaults, rape, molestation, natural or human-caused disasters, accidents, or military combat. Symptoms of… Read More »

The Evolution Of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Episode 4 of 5 Check us out on iTunes! Please Subscribe! War brings with it so many unfathomable horrors. One particular horror that we have misdiagnosed for decades but are finally starting to understand is post traumatic stress disorder or PTSD. + + + + + + + + Previous Episode: Why Are We Obsessed… Read More »

11/1/20 vloggy vlog: C-PTSD, and other unpleasant things

I chat a bit about my mom’s upbringing, how my parents got together, and some of my early childhood trauma. Definitely a TRIGGER WARNING video. I also talk about suicide and attempted suicide. Please, if you’re troubled and considering suicide, reach out to a friend, or call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline ( [ from… Read More »

PTSD Trauma & Stressor (Episode 81): Comorbidity In My Journey—Take Care Physically-Part 1

We all experience trauma in life. Trauma doesn’t discriminate. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, C-PTSD and Trauma & Stressor-related Disorder are silent injuries. Not only is it not confined to just our military, first-responders and law enforcement servants, it has many different origins for different people (like you and I). And, the effects of trauma and… Read More »

Pet Purpose – chpt 5 – Depth that Varies – part 3

Xanthe Wyse is proof-reading Pet Purpose, a semiautobiographical novel (approx 80% memoir with story pulled apart, put back together again in different way with composite characters etc). Mature themes, including trauma. Will unfold to show how affected by post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and bipolar disorder. Next video is an update (fatigued). Then will have a… Read More »

Speaking to Eddie Routh the killer of American Sniper Chris Kyle 2

Discussing my continued correspondence with Eddie Routh the killer of American Sniper Chris Kyle and reading his letter. Instagram: Music: “My Prison Walls” by GG Allin and Antiseen used with permission from Jeff Clayton of Antiseen Eddie Ray Routh was born on September 30, 1987, in Lancaster, Texas, to Raymond and Jodi Routh. He has… Read More »

Pet Purpose – Chapter 1 – No Rainbow Bridge

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. Terrified of releasing Pet Purpose (my novel – 6 years in the making inspired by my personal journey yet changed). Terrified of the ridicule as revealing deeper parts. The novel is connected to the paintings. Pet Purpose has mature themes… Read More »


Album: Addiction to Death and Anguish Releases: April 10, 2019 via Black Solstice Records Genre: Death Metal Location: Poznań, Poland Facebook: Bandcamp: Lyrics: Raised to hate Born to kill To follow orders and nothing else Get rid of beliefs Become a pawn in their own game Now you’re machine that doesn’t need to eat Your… Read More »

Music to process grief. Sad, low mood with bipolar, trauma, PTSD.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder & post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). My mood crashed last night after being hypomanic tending towards mania at times all week (captured some on recent videos). Been sad and tearful but I have been processing more grief that I have been extremely avoidant about.… Read More »