My Story – Sharing background of why journey needed



Sharing what led up the need to begin an emotional health journey and work for recovery from PTSD issues and symptoms.

In Mar 2021, at the 6 yrs mark since the accident, I started a YouTube channel as a way to share what I have learned. When I discuss my story with friends and co-workers, they want to learn more because of the recovery I have experienced.

In 3 1/2 yrs of counseling and very hard work, I went from a person disabled with inabilities to handle stimulating environments, not being able to drive, Not able to perform a full day of work due to chronic all day headaches, crazy dizziness and vertigo episodes along with so much fatigue and inability to sleep. To where I am now today – able to go shopping and driving myself there, enjoying my work pain/symptom free and just taking on a new challenging role within my incredibly supportive company AND learning to feel and experience life fully; I had to learn what each emotion was and what it felt like and now I can have the full experience of emotions in a healthy way that is no longer suppressing them and their toxins into my body. Throughout this journey, a lot of books and YouTube videos provided me with information that helped me make sense of it all – of course with a great mental health therapist and psychiatrist as well. I am so grateful for this journey and all I have learned and will continue to learn that I want to share it with others. I want to provide a channel that can hopefully be exactly what you are looking for as I had not found it in my YouTube journey.

** PTSD Criteria per DSM-5:
These details were gathered from brainline.org

All of the criteria are required for the diagnosis of PTSD. The following text summarized the diagnostic criteria.

Criterion A: stressor (one required)
– The person was exposed to: death, threatened death, actual or threatened serious injury, or actual or threatened sexual violence, in the following way(s):
– Direct exposure
– Witnessing the trauma
– Learning that a relative or close friend was exposed to a trauma
– Indirect exposure to aversive details of the trauma, usually in the course of professional duties (e.g., first responders, medics)

Criterion B: intrusion symptoms (one required)
– The traumatic event is persistently re-experienced in the following way(s):
– Unwanted upsetting memories
– Nightmares
– Flashbacks
– Emotional distress after exposure to traumatic reminders
– Physical reactivity after exposure to traumatic reminders

Criterion C: avoidance (one required)
– Avoidance of trauma-related stimuli after the trauma, in the following way(s):
– Trauma-related thoughts or feelings
– Trauma-related external reminders

Criterion D: negative alterations in cognitions and mood (two required)
Negative thoughts or feelings that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s)
– Inability to recall key features of the trauma
– Overly negative thoughts and assumptions about oneself or the world
– Exaggerated blame of self or others for causing the trauma
– Negative affect
– Decreased interest in activities
– Feeling isolated
– Difficulty experiencing positive affect

Criterion E: alterations in arousal and reactivity
Trauma-related arousal and reactivity that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s):
– Irritability or aggression
– Risky or destructive behavior
– Hypervigilance
– Heightened startle reaction
– Difficulty concentrating
– Difficulty sleeping

Criterion F: duration (required)
– Symptoms last for more than 1 month.

Criterion G: functional significance (required)
– Symptoms create distress or functional impairment (e.g., social, occupational).

Criterion H: exclusion (required)
– Symptoms are not due to medication, substance use, or other illness.

** Personal Safety Plan **
Make sure you have a Plan in place when dark thoughts of suicide or harming thoughts occur, or darkness of depression sets in.

YouTube:
Download Personal Safety Plan at

================= INTRODUCTION ====================
My journey has been working towards recovery from PTSD (Post- traumatic stress disorder), Complex-PTSD, Post-concussion syndrome (PCS), depression, suicidal ideations and a myriad of physical issues that manifested after an accident.

I am not a medical or mental health professional, but rather just someone wanting to share information through a channel I wish I had found at the beginning of my PTSD journey.

If you are in any phase of mental health journey check this channel out and hit ‘subscribe’ to get updates when new learnings are shared and join into a discussion below with comments.

Source: Youtube